Monday, July 27, 2009

Men,Men,Men!!!!!

ok so most men say there not complicated, so figure this one out... I have an Ex, yes indeed i was in love with him... i lost him 5 years later i find him... is it fate i don't know... well he remembers this memory that occurred that made our relationship rocky in the first place... so he was upset, and said he couldn't get back together with me... tragically i was sad... but, after talking to some friends i realized if he can hold on to something so stupid for 5 years then we weren't meant to be together... so we figure that friendship is the best thing, i agreed i was just happy that i found him again... i've never cheated on him i always had his back he was my first so yes i wanted to stay friends with him... well he decides that he doesn't want to be friends!!! well my point is... if i would have cried and tried my hardest to be with him he would have kept talking to me but, because i agreed to be friends with him he doesn't want to talk to me any more. WTF... what's wrong with him???? guys i need some help here should i say F!*k him, or should i call and see what's up... i just went and watched the Ugly Truth... it was an awesome movie gees i need a male like that in my life..... need some suggestions please help!!!! and if you read this Andy you should tell me what's on your mind.... are we friends or not????? please don't beat around the bush!!!!

Saturday, July 25, 2009

BREATHE

To my sister and my mom, who are living proof you can survive anything

The stress is building up as if it was a tower
it's causing Your soul to crumble every hour,
the ability to live is turning sour..
wait, stop Breathe..... now regain your power.
you go through life as if you were a ship
your life is passing by like a movie clip,
the flags of the battle will be striped
if you don't stop, wait Breathe ... now try not to slip
this is it your time has come, don't settle for less
go for the gold,
don't worry about the stories that are being told.
This is your shot you only get one so live abundantly
thrive for fun..... can you feel the power,
Now stop, wait BREATHE.... check out the rays of the sun!
Now you can tell your story your battle was won.

Sabrina Rocheal Smith

Friday, July 24, 2009

Give Him Some Praise


When I thought I couldn''t make it you decided to take it.
When everything was going wrong you came along.
I felt as if I wanted to give up but, Lord you showed.
It seemed that everything was closing in around me but,
Lord you still found me.
You pulled me in out of the rain, and erased all my pain.
You to can get thru it, that''s if you choose to do it.
No matter the burden, no matter the pain if you trust and believe in Him
God will stop the rain.
We all must know where it is we need to go.
We all must understand that God is our best friend.
Think about where you came from and all you''ve been thru,
Now, tell me do you really think anyone human could''ve pulled you thru.
So give credit where credit is due
Because He gave His son to save both me and you!
Ok... For your response, years ago i was in love with this guy he seemed like Mr. Right at the time it comes to find out that he was Mr. right then.... i lost contact with him for like 5 years well i just found him... and i thought things could be the same but, he reminded me that he was just a boy then.. and for him to bring of such a silly memory, he reminds me that he is still a boy.... so i officially placed him in my just friends category. (i mean i hope we can be friends...) now i know i can be with Ryan, since i have closure from my past.... thank you Andy... it feels like you just set me free.... please don't be mad when you read this cause, everything happens for a reason. Can you except me as a New Friend?cause that's what i want us to be...


(oh ry, your such a great guy, thax for bein patient with me, now you know the reason i could not be with you like that..... but.......

(wait..... I'll Call You..........